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Fic: Twilight

  • Sep. 26th, 2006 at 7:55 AM
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Title: Twilight
Characters: James Wilson, Gregory House
Prompt: #16 - Peace [info]100_situations
Word Count: 1495
Rating: G
Summary: Wilson and House enjoy a drink at the end of a difficult day.
Author's Notes: For [info]purridot: sometimes good things happen to Wilson on the balcony (well, everything is relative). Set sometime around “Daddy’s Boy.”


James Wilson stared at the spreadsheet on his computer screen and sighed. He'd just spent the last hour cross-referencing every item on the G/L against his internal records, only to discover a simple formula adjustment that suddenly resolved the discrepancies. Suddenly, if one ignored the hour he'd just wasted. He saved and closed the file. At least he'd accomplished one thing, even if it had taken twice as long as it should have. Now all he had to do was check and authorize the staffing schedules for the next two weeks, update his charts, review the files for his upcoming patient appointments, and answer the emails he'd been putting off all day. It was nearly seven in the evening. He'd be lucky to get out of the office before nine. But it wasn't as though there was any reason to go home. He pushed that thought aside. Paperwork was painful enough without wallowing in guilt and self-pity.

The truth was, he actually enjoyed being able to finish a project and put it away. As satisfying as it was to tell a patient he or she was in remission, that the cancer was gone, there was always the unspoken question, But for how long? Balancing a budget might not save a life, but it made it possible for someone else to save a life.

Two hours passed and he made good headway, finishing off the most pressing paperwork and getting his inbox down to double digits. He was halfway through reviewing his files when he saw movement on the balcony out of the corner of his eye.

Gregory House slid open the balcony door and stuck his head in. "Dr. Wilson, can Jimmy come out and play?" He adopted a wide-eyed expression to match the lisping, childish voice.

Wilson glanced at the file he was reading and decided he could take a break. "As long as he's home before curfew." He stood up, arching the stiffness out of his back. "What are you doing here so late?" he asked. As far as he knew, House's only patient was well on her way to recovery.

"Lupus girl developed some new symptoms that Cameron thought I needed to know about immediately." He grimaced. "It was just a reaction to the combination of meds. Boring." House cocked his head to the side, taking in the paperwork still on Wilson's desk. "What about you? Shouldn't you be home with the wife?"

"It's golf league night." Wilson glanced at his watch. "They've probably just hit the bar." Julie wouldn't be home until midnight if past Tuesdays were anything to go by.

"Well, what's good for the goose is good for the gander." House backed outside and beckoned Wilson to follow.

Wilson tidied the folders on his desk and saved his electronic files before heading outside in time to see House slide over the low wall that divided their balcony. He hesitated and watched House disappear into his office, only to reappear a minute later, sans cane, carrying a bottle and two glasses. He ducked back into his office and grabbed the cigar from his desk that a grateful patient had given him that morning, apparently without irony, and joined House on the other side of the balcony.

"What's the occasion?" he asked, handing House the cigar. House, he knew, was all about irony. He eased his own guilt by telling himself that House's liver would give out long before his lungs.

"Does there have to be an occasion?" House replied, smelling the cigar with appreciation. "Do I need a reason to share a drink with my bestest bud?"

"Most people wouldn't. But you always have a reason." He watched House uncork the bottle and splash amber liquid into each glass. He was close enough to smell smoke and spice and his thoughts turned to peat and windswept northern isles.

House handed him one of the glasses. "I thought you could use a drink."

"And what led you to that brilliant deduction?" Wilson asked, not because he disagreed, but because House's logic was always fascinating to follow.

House held up one hand, index finger extended. "Because you've been chained to your desk for more than four hours and no one likes paperwork that much, not even you." He raised a second finger. "Because Julie used to play golf with you, but you haven't had a game together since last fall, and it's obviously not because she's given up golf." Finger number three. "Because according to my sources, I owe you money and you can take it out of the scotch."

Wilson decided that if he hadn't needed a drink before, he needed one now. He resisted the urge to down the scotch in one gulp. "Well, the 42-year-old mother of three did thank me when I told her the cancer had metastasized to her liver, but her husband hit me, so I don't think that one really counts," he replied.

"Give me back the scotch, then," House joked, making a half-hearted attempt to snatch the glass back.

Wilson laughed and turned away, shielding the glass with his body. He winced, though, when House grabbed his arm to pull him back around. He cursed himself. It was like waving a red flag at a bull.

"How hard did he hit you?" House demanded.

Wilson forced himself to uncurl and smile reassuringly at House. "Not hard. He was upset. He needed to strike out at something. It happens." It happened two or three times a year, but Wilson had learned when to anticipate a violent reaction and was usually prepared. The new bruise on his bicep stung a bit when he moved, but it wasn't worth complaining about. "You hit me harder last week."

Their latest argument over House's too-early request for a Vicodin refill had escalated into a shouting match that House ended by jabbing Wilson in the stomach with the tip of his cane. Wilson had been stunned into silence and he'd stood there gaping at House until the absurdity of the moment first made him chuckle and then howl with laughter. House had stared at him as if he were insane, and then turned to stalk off, though not before Wilson had seen a smile on House's own face.

"You deserved it," House replied, smirking. It didn't mask the anger in his eyes, however, and Wilson made a note to make sure that House never met his patient's husband. "You know the rule," House said seriously. "I'm the only one who's allowed to hit you."

House's concern, even couched in violence, warmed Wilson more than the scotch searing down to his stomach. "I'll be sure to mention that to grieving relatives and shell-shocked patients," he replied dryly.

House didn't say anything, which was always a reason to worry. He could parry House's words; it was harder to guard against his thoughts. Wilson took another sip of scotch and gazed out towards the horizon. The sun had set in a splash of pink and orange across the sky and dusk was shading the world to silhouettes. It was Wilson's favourite time of day - when the twilight illuminated just enough to fill in the rest with memory and imagination.

"Did your brother hit you?" House asked suddenly. It was an unspoken agreement between them never to mention Michael's name. House even followed it most of the time.

Wilson shrugged, trying not to show how the question disquieted him. "Sometimes. When we were little we fought like kids do. And later, when things got bad, he could lose control." He thought about the last time he had seen Michael and quickly pushed the memory away. There were some things House never needed to know.

"Did he hit Peter?"

"Not if I was around," Wilson said. For a minute he thought House would press further, but the older man just nodded and sipped his drink.

Wilson felt the tension ease from his body and he sank deeper into his chair, letting the burdens and pressure of the day flow away, at least for the moment. Wilson finished his drink and set it down on the arm of his chair. He leaned back and tilted his face into the night air, smiling when a warm breeze brushed his cheeks. A match flared, and then smoke wafted across the balcony. He turned his head slightly and watched House puff contentedly on the cigar.

"He wouldn't have hit you if I'd been around," House said, so softly that Wilson almost thought his imagination had conjured up the words.

Wilson held his breath, as if he could hold back time. It didn't matter that it was just a hypothetical statement, that nothing House said could change the past. It was enough to have House here now, sitting next to him in the twilight of a perfect spring day. He looked up and searched for the first star of the night, even though any wish now would be superfluous.

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[info]perspi wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 03:50 pm (UTC)
I don't know whether to "Aww.." at House's comment or be a bit scared for Wilson (because House is the only one allowed to hit him).

This was really fantastic. A lovely little moment, and I felt like I was right there with them.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 04:22 pm (UTC)
Be afraid, be very afraid...

I'm glad you liked it - thanks for reading!
[info]petriepuss wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 04:01 pm (UTC)
Beautiful and heart felt, very nice my dear!
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 04:24 pm (UTC)
Thank you! It's hard not to be heartfelt with those two :)
[info]bironic wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 04:33 pm (UTC)
I vote for "awww." One sure way to twist my heartstrings is to have someone protect the protector. And I love how possessive House is of Wilson, like family: he can say and do what he likes to Wilson, but beware any outsider who hurts him. I think that runs both ways.

"Did he hit Peter?"

"Not if I was around," Wilson said.


There's a whole story in those two lines.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 04:47 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you picked up on the family thing. It was a little more explicit in an earlier draft, but it felt a bit too heavy-handed. I seem to be a bit fixated on House as protector these days - time to turn the dynamic around...

I meant those lines as a bit of a flashback to "Brothers" - I think there's definitely more to explore there.

Thanks for reading!

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[info]nightdog_barks wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 04:36 pm (UTC)
Beautiful.

I love how this:

"Dr. Wilson, can Jimmy come out and play?" He adopted a wide-eyed expression to match the lisping, childish voice.

Is echoed by this, at the end:

When we were little we fought like kids do.

And how that can also be tied back to House and Wilson fighting (with House poking Wilson with his cane).

Gorgeous last line. Just great work, as always.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 04:55 pm (UTC)
Thanks! I'm not sure I'm actually clever enough to have consciously designed those connections - hopefully my subconscious is smarter, or I just got lucky :)

The last line came to me while I was finishing off a sudoku puzzle and being hampered by the cat - she was not pleased when I pushed her off the top of the page to scribble it down, but inspiration bows to neither man nor beast :)
[info]stephantom wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 04:39 pm (UTC)
Very nice. House can occassionally be very sweet. Well done.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 04:59 pm (UTC)
In a Housian way, I hope :) He does occasionally have those lovely little moments that are just enough to forgive him for whatever outrageous things he's said and done.

Thanks for reading!
[info]vamp2puppy wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 07:03 pm (UTC)
Lovely. I like seeing House's protective side come out.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 05:09 pm (UTC)
Thanks! I, for one, wouldn't want to get between House and his cubs :)
[info]asynca wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 07:43 pm (UTC)
Awww. Fluff!

I love House's oh-so-acceptable way of acknowledging he cares.

Thanks for posting this :)
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 05:16 pm (UTC)
Fluffy as a happy kitten! Which House will never be...

Thanks for reading :)
[info]fffaw wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 08:28 pm (UTC)
Lovely, as always. You really know how to capture a moment.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 05:18 pm (UTC)
Thank you. I'm never sure if the moment in my imagination translates onto the page, so I'm glad it worked for you.
[info]fallen_arazil wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 08:34 pm (UTC)
I love how you write these little slice-of-ife stories--we have glimpses of before an after, but all that really matters is the moment, and they're the only ones in it. It's lovely, so in character, and I love all the tacit emotion flowing through it--the things they don't say running right underneath the things they do say, and ... yeah. Lovely. I love how you write Wilson.

~Djinn
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 05:29 pm (UTC)
Thank you! There's always so much going on in my head when I'm picturing these little scenes and I'm never sure how much (or how little) to sketch in. I'm glad some of the underlying thoughts came through for you.

I do love Wilson, so I have to do my best by him :) (I'm with you on the icon!)
[info]fatalisticrebel wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 09:35 pm (UTC)
It's all angsty and fluffy rolled into one. Made me smile on the inside.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 05:30 pm (UTC)
Aw, I'm glad! It started out just fluffy, but the angst kept demanding to be let in...
[info]conunduh wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 11:13 pm (UTC)
Mmmmm. Yes. This fic left me with a nice warm feeling in the pit of my stomach. It also gave me craving for scotch and a good cigar, but I think I'll stick to reading fic for now.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 05:32 pm (UTC)
Thanks! That's the feeling I was going for, so I'm glad it worked for you. A nice single malt would be perfect about now...
[info]purridot wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 11:19 pm (UTC)
My love for the balcony is back! It's such a great secret hideout for the guys, and a place where they can meet on equal footing. (When Wilson is well supervised, that is ;-)

But even though you kept Wilson mostly safe, there was still lovely balcony!angst. Wilson seems to view himself as a caretaker of other people, but House will always be on duty as his lifeguard, champion and protector. <3
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 05:54 pm (UTC)
I did say it was relative :) And any actual bruising occurred off-balcony (nowhere is safe for Wilson in my stories!). Wilson joked about House being his champion & protector in "Who's Your Daddy," but I like to think they both know it's true...

[info]smithy161 wrote:
Sep. 26th, 2006 11:30 pm (UTC)
Beautiful. Like a deleted scene from an episode. Elegant prose, and perfectly in-character.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 05:57 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm glad it rang true for you.
[info]sydneylover150 wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 01:32 am (UTC)
Fantastic. Absolutely fantastic. I love House's comment at the end. "He wouldn't ahve hit you if I'd been around." That is just awesome and conveys those guys relationship well. Great job!!
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 06:04 pm (UTC)
Thanks! I certainly wouldn't want to mess with Wilson if House were around. He's pretty territorial...
[info]daasgrrl wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 01:33 am (UTC)
Lovely, as always. I like the hints at Wilson's background, and the last line is especially beautiful.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 06:24 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I didn't want to stray too off-course with the story, but I couldn't resist the hints. Sometimes the right words just fall into place (if only they could appear at demand!).
[info]hempfandango wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 03:24 am (UTC)
Everything you write reminds me why I like the House/Wilson dynamic so much. Awesome. ♥
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 06:45 pm (UTC)
Aw thanks - I love the House/Wilson dynamic too and it's nice to share the love.
[info]jdr1184 wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 03:24 am (UTC)
A very lovely fic. I am such a fan of protective!House when it is done subtly like you have. I was also so excited to see that you picked my prompts, 56 and 73 for hw_fest. I can hardly wait. There were a lot of great prompts this time around. The wait will be all the longer with no new House for 4 weeks.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 06:59 pm (UTC)
Thank you - I'm glad I didn't go too overboard on protective!House (though I can't speak for what might happen if he's ever in the room when someone takes a swing at Wilson :D)

There were a lot of great prompts, but those two really spoke to me (in part because I have a scene in progress that could work with 73 and I'm all about getting a head start). If there's anything you'd particularly like to see (or not see), let me know. I can't promise anything, but I'm open to any and all suggestions.
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[info]rosewillread wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 05:33 am (UTC)
Fic: Twilight
Wonderful.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 07:00 pm (UTC)
Re: Fic: Twilight
Thanks! I'm glad you enjoyed it.
[info]piratefanatic wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 07:23 am (UTC)
Beautiful, as always. A bright spot amidst my (far less exciting and often rather painful) paper writing. Thanks!


One nit-picky little itty bitty detail that caught my eye:
"Wilson tidied the folders on his desk and saved his electronic files, before heading outside..." doesn't really need a comma. No biggie.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 07:06 pm (UTC)
Thanks for the catch! Commas are my Vicodin. I always take more than the recommended dose...

I'm glad I could break up the paper writing. I'm at the tail end of writing a study guide that just doesn't want to get finished, so I feel your pain.
[info]fauxpocky wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 09:06 am (UTC)
Even as a friend, House is a possessive s-o-b. Lovely, lovely, lovely bit of fluff.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 07:52 pm (UTC)
Thanks - I'm glad you enjoyed it. I would not want to cross House where Wilson was concerned :)
[info]usomitai wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 12:19 pm (UTC)
Big, big, BIG smile on my face.

Though I'm disturbed by the "You know the rule, I'm the only one who's allowed to hit you" line.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 07:57 pm (UTC)
I'm glad I could make you smile!

I meant it in a big brotherly sort of way (I can torment you, but no one else better touch you), but given House's past actions (and the hallucination), it is a little darker than that. Still, I think Wilson can hold his own against House if needs be...
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[info]jadesfire2808 wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 02:38 pm (UTC)
Characterisation, dialogue and atmosphere spot on as ever. A great little moment and just like the two of them. Nice.
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 08:00 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I wanted to have just a nice little moment between them, so I'm glad it rang true.
[info]lilsunshine75 wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 09:17 pm (UTC)
Wonderful! I love how even though House can be sarcastic and rude, he is generally protective and loving towards Wilson. Wonderful Fic!

BTW, what episode is your icon from? The one of Wilson in his scrubs in the wheelchair?
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 27th, 2006 11:16 pm (UTC)
Thanks! I always keep in mind the quote from the pilot - it's not what people say, it's what they do. Of course, I made House say a bit of it this time - I should have just had him whack the patient's husband with the cane :D

The icon's from Maternity - I keep thinking I should get a new one, but I love Wilson casual and lounging too much. And of course the forearm porn.
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[info]gawainesangel wrote:
Sep. 28th, 2006 11:38 pm (UTC)
I really loved this -- it was a joy to read, honestly. You write very fluidly; everything sounded so natural, the dialog as well as the narrative.

I think "Wilson forced himself to uncurl and smile reassuringly at House," was my favorite line. There's something so tender and soft and kind of sad, too, about it.

I definitely will be devouring all of your other House/Wilson fics now! (And you Wilson ones as well -- I really love the way you portray him.)
[info]mer_duff wrote:
Sep. 29th, 2006 05:52 am (UTC)
Thanks - I love writing about those two so much that it's easy for the words to just flow out. There's so many undercurrents flowing through their relationship - both happy and sad.

Thank you for reading!
(Anonymous) wrote:
Feb. 21st, 2007 10:52 pm (UTC)
newbie
Hi Mer. You really are the Queen of what I like to call "Balcony Fic"! Yes, one thing that I'll bet a lot of people miss when watching the show are those little moments where House and Wilson are like brothers, but between all the snark forget about. You remind us all the time! Thanks.

PS: Which episode in Season 3 did we find out that Wilson had a homeless brother? If I remember, did he say his brother had cancer?
I vaguely recall something like that. Please email me @ sarakaplan@optonline.net Thanks a lot! :)
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